Posted by susan47 on July 27, 2006, at 13:26:36
In reply to Re: Why, posted by Joan797 on July 27, 2006, at 7:52:09
It's not a problem at all.
It's nice.
I like seeing him the once a year it seems to happen.
It's okay.
I still get excited, I still love the sight of him.
I always will I think.
I never had anything with him, with this person, not really.
I had a mind that made him out to be the perfect man, and he played into that very very well, partly because I never knew him, perhaps, and I suppose I never will and honestly, that doesn't hurt as much as it used to. I don't "need" him or anyone anymore. I'm fine now and I love to write about things that move me deeply. That's all. Joan, thank you for reading.A big hug for you sweetie. I know how impossible some men can be. I know how they will do anything sometimes, to feel good about themselves and it usually involves hurting a woman. I don't understand how some males can be so testosterone-laden and aggressive and hurtul and lying and deceitful. But it can happen. And it does. But, guess what? I'm free and clear now. I've been hurt for the last time. My heart belongs to ME. I OWN it, I OWN MYSELF. I own everything I am, everything I've done, and everything I will do.
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