Posted by alexandra_k on December 4, 2005, at 20:44:03
In reply to Ramblings of my Soul *triggers*, posted by Maynerd on December 4, 2005, at 0:19:27
i feel like that sometimes too.
the running...
the drugs...
the search for the elusive good feelings...
and then they pass.
the waiting for death.it can be hard.
sometimes...
it feels like life is always like that.
i wonder if thats all i'm really doing
waiting for death
waiting to die
waiting for the pain to go away.but sometimes...
there are moments...
minutes even
hours
days
and very rarely weeks
when i am happy to be alive
and i feel sort of okay about myself.
i think...
i hope...
it just has to get better.
thanks for sharing :-)
poster:alexandra_k
thread:585276
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20051022/msgs/585554.html