Posted by damos on October 30, 2005, at 20:33:33
In reply to Re: no failure apparent » damos, posted by zeugma on October 29, 2005, at 6:46:10
Hi Z,
It's bad enough that the drugs robbed me of whatever miniscule amount of creativity I may have possessed, but on top of that the depression when it hits makes me second guess and quadruple analyse and critique every word to the point where I just end up deleting posts, emails, text messages, work over and over again.
You really need to be careful of the pancreas, as it's not an organ that takes messing with well at all, ans I can't imagine that the idea of adding diabetes to the list of things to be managed on a daily basis exactly fills you with joy. I'm sure I read somewhere recently that dark chocolate actually has something in it that protects the pancreas. But then again, these days I'm sure of anything. Well I hope the tests provide and answer for which the remedy doesn't add to the problems.
20 years ago I had a caffeine problem, up to a 9-10 cans of Coke a day. Which I replaced 12 or more cups of black coffee (that you could stand the spoon up in). Not good. Down to only 2-3 very strong large black coffees a day now; more habit that need.
At this point no, no therapy for me. I've worked with a couple of alternate therapists though and they seem to suit my personality. I've never been good at being processed, or really talking to people in general. If you'd like to talk further, just about stuff, whatever matters and is important to you, I'll babblemail you my email.
It's always a pleasure Z,
Damos
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