Posted by Damos on August 22, 2005, at 17:41:45
In reply to Re: I actually saw HIM, for the first time » Damos, posted by alexandra_k on August 22, 2005, at 5:34:38
> Is this your father
> or is this you?
>
> i'm a tad confused...So was I, I actually thought HE was really there in the room until I realised he was in my head, inside me, was me. HE is the part of me that has spent my whole life kicking the cr*p out of me and making me wrong for everything that has ever happened to me and everyone around me. I remember actually physically recoilling from the assault, squashing myself up against the bed frame.
Knew the voice only too well, but HE had never actually manifest before and that was kinda scary. Writing that post really helped me get past it quicker. No, that's not right, I didn't get past it, I got through it. I'll try and post something about my dad on the attachment thread later, once I actually do some work. Deadlines are closing in.
Thanks kiddo.
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