Posted by alexandra_k on December 27, 2013, at 21:08:48
In reply to Re: i don't like the internet anymore, posted by alexandra_k on December 27, 2013, at 19:35:02
i never had anyone to talk to.
one of my therapists said to me. when i was like 'but nothing much happened to me, really'. she was like 'but you never had anyone to talk to'. and... she was right - i didn't.
but i was highly verbal. had a lot going on in that respect. round and round and round and f*ck*ng round inside of me... because... i didn't have anyone to talk to.
the journal was the first opportunity i had to write stuff down and... give to to someone. get it away from me. and then... get something back. some kind of... acknowledgement. the odd comment here and there. i felt... less alone. and sometimes the odd comment would speak to me and help. but it helped to just feel less alone.
babble is my journal now. i don't know what to say. i... it is all the stuff i can't talk about. not to anyone. i... don't know what to say.
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