Posted by sleepygirl2 on June 17, 2011, at 18:15:52
In reply to no apologies necessary sweetie » sleepygirl2, posted by floatingbridge on June 17, 2011, at 10:04:29
"hospital"
My own damn fault, a new experience for me that I could have done without.
You guys always help :-). Thank you
The angry guy....Well, I certainly did have to step carefully around my own anger. I was a non-person for a while. However, not existing (temporarily) does have it's advantages.
As far as I could tell, I was supposed to be a socially deviant moron, without rights and not to be trusted about a damn thing. I served my sentence.
I just drew pictures, what else could I do?
A couple of patients broke down the door, very silly.
But that kid in the water? I was too vulnerable and had too much to handle, or at least I didn't care to handle it. My crime, being a selfish f*ck*r.
School? Well that was prison too, with a different set of torments. My dreams have me stuck there too.
Why I was going around in that dream though checking on the dead and injured I'll never know. Guilt?Last night I woke up talking in my sleep, something close to whimpering. I had a dream that vermin were getting into the house I was in. Something gave way, and they swarmed in. Flies, ridiculous amounts of flies, like in that amityville horror movie scene, were getting into the room.
I was desperately trying to kill them with insecticide. Maybe it was the thunderstorm we had in the wee hours of the morn.
However, right now I am just tired.
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