Posted by Deneb on July 5, 2009, at 16:44:12
I've been in university forever. I hope to get my degree once and for all this coming school year.
I'm taking really hard classes, medicinal chemistry, spectroscopy, organic chem lab, geology and biochemistry. I'm worried about medicinal chemistry and spectroscopy. Also I am worried about the lab, but not as much since I would have more than enough knowledge for the lab. It's the 3rd year organic chem lab and I've already taken 3rd year organic chem.
I feel like this is my last chance in life. If I can't get my degree and find a good job my life is over.
I'm a loser in life, socially delayed. I went to a baby shower yesterday and even with a beer I was nearly mute the entire time I was with my friends. I'm a terrible friend. I don't think I'd ever get a good job because I can't talk to people.
I feel OK now, but I know how quickly things can change. I need to start accomplishing things.
I'd been feeling pretty badly but I was too afraid to write about it on the boards. I feel OK now, just scared.
I've been doing some stuff on the list pdoc and I came up with. It makes me feel good to check some things off.
I really need to pass my classes. It is my last chance.
poster:Deneb
thread:905121
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