Posted by Deneb on July 5, 2009, at 17:47:46
In reply to This next school year is my last chance, posted by Deneb on July 5, 2009, at 16:44:12
This is really twisted and weird, but I wish I were suicidal. I'm not, but I wish I were. I wish I could just die already.
Maybe life is too scary for me.
I don't feel depressed anymore. I was for a short while, not long enough for it to be actual depression though. Anyways, I am excited about orientation tomorrow at Bluesfest. I think it will be fun.
I think my brain is just coming out of the dark thoughts and right now I am in an in-between confused kind of state. Anyways, I am good. Hopefully these wishes to be suicidal will go away soon.
I went to bed at a reasonable time last night and I woke up at a reasonable time today. It feels good to have my days back. :-)
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