Posted by yellowbird01 on February 13, 2009, at 12:48:51
In reply to Re: Miserable » yellowbird01, posted by Kath on February 12, 2009, at 19:56:24
Just received a call from ex today. He saw his therapist today. He's going into the partial hospitalization program beginning Monday at the local hospital. I went through that program twice a year or so ago when my depression was really bad. Its hard to think of him now going to what feels like MY program. The guy who leads it is SO good... but how can he go to that program and not even talk to me? Not even care? I hate that. I'm somewhat jealous even.
The other part is he's decided he wants no contact for awhile. Last night he said for a week. That was hard to imagine but liveable. Now he's saying for a full month. HOW will I go without contact with the man I've spoken to 3+ times every day, for an entire month?
The anger is kicking in next to the hurt. I think it actually helps some... but I worry about this weekend. I have Monday off work because of Presidents Day. Tomorrow if of course Valentines Day. Those things after a breakup are hard enough, but now I wont even talk to him. I've never gone a weekend without talking to him in years. I'm fairly calm right now, but I see a big breakdown coming. This will be so hard.
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