Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on June 8, 2008, at 16:47:17
In reply to Re: Hurt's more than hurt...rescue me plz.... » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by Phillipa on June 7, 2008, at 23:25:31
Well, I GUESS they could do a transplant, but my Dad would never go for it. He would say "do it for somebody younger.."..he is such a humble and giving person. Dialysis, yes, that will most likely be the next step. He is scared sh*tl*ss of dialysis, and will absolutely NOT tolerate him living the last part of his life in real pain. I'm talking here about the "final stages", not right now. The sad part is, we are moving to a new house, which I will half-own, and have my own basement apartment, and I know I am going there to watch the three most important things in my life die and disappear: My Mom, My Dad, and our sweet little dog. I've got no friends or anyone to really talk to, or go through this with me, and that damn well sucks too. I 'chat' with a couple of women from a dating website, but they seem to be going nowhere, and have no patience for a guy with depression and anxiety.(Even controlled, it could still be a hell of a lot better.)
So, if I may wind up my cathartic outpouring, thanks kindly for your sweet support.