Posted by Fivefires on April 25, 2008, at 22:50:48
In reply to Let us know how it goes, posted by Kath on April 23, 2008, at 21:05:10
So terribly sorry I've had to jump down here to Kath to say a few words. My pdoc is on 2wk vaca. He finally agreed to Nardil and called in. Said d.c. Flexeril for 2wks before begin though. Wonder why not Soma if Flexeril? Anyway, I'm not good. Another fam' member has dropped off my support list. But, I'm keeping in touch w/ the nurseline here. I cannot be admitted anywhere there is medical or psychiatric staff; was only offered stay weekend in halfway house where there would be a counselor, so not helpful to me. Once again I questioned about being admitted 'before' ideation turns to intent, but seems I get nowhere. No phone calls or visits, just one daughter has said she is sorry she can't be with me more. I don't know how I feel besides that I'm very depressed. I can't get to where I can think about stopping pain meds at this time. First need to get over this awful deep depression. People, just people around ya' know, that you pass by, or that live in your complex, can be so cruel. Why is there so much ignorance about this? Quite sad at a disagreement between son and I; very surprising behavior on his behalf. Had been there for me before. Think they're all giving up. I know you aren't. Oh my ... an answer to this would be just to meet w/ a few of you face to face and talk. I can't even sit down face to face w/ another who feels as I do here, w/o getting in somewhere under a pretense, and that would probably land me in a substandard place where I'd likely wished I'd done what I was pretending to do.
luvtoall
and: Called pharmacist and told him to hang onto Nardil for 2wks while Flexeril out of body for 2wks. Pdoc will be back then too. I must say I'm a little scared now, will be then, and then after this 'detox off pain meds' and maybe be in pain? Beam me up .. hey, just realized hadn't heard from Scott. You out there? Wonder his take on Nardil.
This is all I can do now.
Will try tomorrow.
I will read posts above of course. I'll just go backwards.
have'tletgo, 5f
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