Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on August 14, 2007, at 19:06:35
In reply to Re: Gals...really need your help please!! » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by Kath on August 14, 2007, at 13:42:49
Well...thank you Kath...and boy, I seem to always get so lucky and so many compliments when I whine and complain..:-) Kind-of like I said in my other post, my problem seems to stem from 'on line' dating (as opposed to first meeting in 'real life'..etc.). Contrary to what I post(Mr. Drama King, here..heh) , I have had a few very good romantic relationships. It's just when the anxiety and depression really reared their head (and they had good reason to do so...as I lost the two most important people in my life to me) and anx. and dep. decided to take up permanent space in my excuse-for-a-brain, I never really 'rebounded back'. It's been 10 years this summer (lots of very teary nights..and whimpering to sleep..but, what else am I to expect?).
BUT...maybe I've got to come out from under-the-covers. heh. I am going away to a cottage down in Grand Bend, on Lake Huron on Friday, so I will have a nice week of beautiful beaches, sun, and fresh clean water. Funny too..because it was there, at 'The Pinery' Provincial Park, that I "first fell in love" (well, more like puppy-love) at age 14...about <gulp!>..23 years ago..lol. Her name was Jennifer, she was from Michigan, and she had the pretty blonde hair that 14 year old boys get all wound up about. Even though I was fairly shallow like most kids my age, I didn't really have much care in the world. I played 80's big-hair love rock ballads on my 'ghetto blaster' (REO Speedwagon , Night Ranger, anyone?..lol)
So, for your visual pleasure, check out this sunset, and some of the neat little towns and communities on Lake Huron. http://www.sunsets.com/communities.php Maybe I can recapture a tiny bit of that '14 year old' spirit again. The boy inside the man? hmmm..
Thanks..:-)
Jay
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