Posted by Deneb on January 19, 2007, at 19:33:13
In reply to Re: How can you be sure? *triggers* » Deneb, posted by sunnydays on January 19, 2007, at 18:34:39
> > I have an idea. I should write down the number for the Distress Centre and call them the next time I want to OD. That's a good idea right?
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> **** That's an EXCELLENT idea Deneb. (((Deneb)))
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> sunnydaysI don't know if my pdoc wants me to call the Distress Centre when I want to OD. Maybe she thinks the Distress Centre is for suicidal people. Calling them was my idea. She didn't say it was a good idea. What if the Distress Centre calls the police on me? I don't want to get into trouble. I wouldn't want to be hauled off to the hospital for a mini OD. I can't go to the hospital without being really sick.
OK, I think this is twisted logic, but if I ever get hauled off to the hospital again I think I will OD some more while in the hospital to make myself sicker because I can't be in the hospital and not be sick. I did that last time, not in the hospital, but in the waiting room. Maybe that and the fact that I tried to escape the ER lead to me being locked up for 72 hours.
Thinking about ODing makes me sort of want to OD again. I have no idea why.
Why I am telling you this, I don't know. I should probably shut-up before people start thinking I'm in danger again.
Deneb*
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