Posted by Deneb on January 12, 2007, at 11:15:38
In reply to Re: Deneb » Deneb, posted by MidnightBlue on January 12, 2007, at 10:34:06
I'm OK. I went to my two classes today. I think I convinced my Mom that I didn't want to harm myself. I convinced her that I was angry about the argument we had and that is why I took the pills.
I don't even really know why I took them.
I decided against phoning my pdoc because I'm OK now and I would just be bothering her. Plus, what is she supposed to do anyways? I'll just tell her everything on our next session.
My Mom didn't take away my money. She doesn't want to punish me, she only wanted to prevent me from buying pills. I don't know if she will let me go to San Diego for the Babble Party now. She doesn't trust me now. My Dad is worried Babble is a cult. My Mom is worried because she read that some people online make suicide pacts together. I admit I used to visit those pro-suicide newsgroups on usenet, but not anymore.
I can't write a letter to my Mom because she doesn't read English and I can't write Chinese.
I really hope my Mom is OK. I must never tell her these things again. My Mom told me that if anything happened to me she would kill herself. She told me about the time she got into an argument and she was ready to jump off a bridge.
Right now I'm still kind of stunned. I have to study.
Deneb*
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