Posted by TexasChic on November 25, 2006, at 12:39:34
In reply to Re: I must be sadistic, posted by finelinebob on November 24, 2006, at 18:48:02
Good advice. I went back - nothing. So paranoia, just shut the hell up!
>I'd have a good laugh at their expense, thinking about they have to focus on taking down one person (you) in order to build themselves up, and come back for more when I needed another good laugh.
They have done this in the past but in person, not on myspace (this was at my old job). I guess that feeds the paranioa. I asked someone at my old job if they were still talking about me and he said the only thing he's heard is, "How in the hell did that lazy *ss get that job?!" So it really is obvious they are just petty little pathetic people who must be truly miserable.
Its funny, the paranioa only pops up sometimes. Like right now, I could care less. I guess it could be a compulsion like Philipa said. I definitely have some OCD tendencies.
I do know what would help me stop thinking about this - getting a life! I'm trying. There's three months until I move, in which time I've got to save every penny. Once there I hope to start anew with a non-hermit-style life. Its just this inbetween period that's difficult. It gives me too much time to think. Although I have plenty to do to prepare, so I just need to get on with it.
I'm really doing alright now. I just come here to let out the crazy thoughts. I'm begining to feel self centered and whiny though, so I'm going to try to focus on the positive.
Thanks for everyone's support!
-T
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