Posted by Lindenblüte on October 11, 2006, at 14:40:32
In reply to raining today. just a sprinkle. » Jost, posted by Lindenblüte on October 11, 2006, at 11:56:04
Well, of course my advisor wanted to discuss how to run a brand new study to address the negative review. Umm. I don't THINK so! She came up with at least 10 iterations. I was able to say "been there, done that." "we tested that already" "that study was done in 1983" "that design wouldn't give us any new information" etc etc. then she finally shut up about it and asked me about my diss stuff. she seemed positive, and said I must feel good about my data. so. I guess if diss advisor is happy about the first look at the data, Lindenblüte will try to be happy about it too.
I feel like I'm slipping into a little depression though. part of it is being more sedated because my seroquel dose went from 50 to 250 in a week. I'm going to stop going up when i get to 300. part of it may be the sedative/calming effects of the benzodiazepine klonopin. part of it might be this sense of emotional exhaustion, where I cannot even contemplate the first 17 years of my life without feeling like a zombie tragedy walking around in the body of an accomplished person. part of it is undoubtedly the stress of trying too hard. for too long. for too many people (including a marriage that frequently has long spells of apartitude). lonliness- lots of my friends moved away in the past 2-3 months
oh well.
at least I still have babble.
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