Posted by Lindenblüte on October 10, 2006, at 17:53:53
1) I realized source of fear of abandonment in therapy today. geez. my childhood's more f*cked up than I want to think about
2) what a day- stressful lab meeting of us all yelling at eachother about regressions and variables and what the hell the data mean
3) special guest lecture on a clinical psychiatry topic. barely held myself together as study after study refers to things that I can relate to in terms of my own PERSONAL experience. NO! I don't want to hear the chair of my Dept. go off on a rant about the 5HT-2 receptor. that stuff is b*llshit. dope em up. send them off. now they're cured. HELLOOO!!! what about the cause of their serverely incapacitating disorder? the one that lands them in prison for homocide? geez. the level of detachment. almost make me have an intermittent explosive attack. but I suppressed it!!!1 AAAAAHHHHHHhhhhh
seriously folks. between IED, depression, SAD, PMDD, Migraine, why don't they just put a freaking SSRI into our drinking water? It's not THAT EASY!!!!
stupid psych studies.I'm off to wine (except no wine for me) and dine (please let there be beef) with some nobel laureates.
a little edgy. got 9 minutes to get my genius game face on. get the witty conversation flowing, rather than the hysterical laughter tinged with a high pitched noise resembling.... InSaNiTy????
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-Li
still waitin for them mood stabilizers to kick in. any time now. Hey= is this one of those occasions where a prn Klonopin is indicated?
got the twitchy fingers. check. and the racing heart check, and the disturbing thoughts of homocide and suicide check and benn picking and scrathciing at the bleedy chunks check!whoo hooo!!!!!!
poster:Lindenblüte
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