Posted by gardenergirl on August 4, 2006, at 21:10:18
In reply to I'm afraid of recovery and losing you all, posted by corafree on August 4, 2006, at 20:57:41
I don't have it in me to say much more than I think I get it. It's a weird conflict, isn't it? Still, I hope you keep moving along that path to wellness in spite of the conflicts and fears. We'll still love you even when you're doing better.
But I get the conflict. I so feel like throwing a two-year old tantrum right now due to some stuff IRL. What's worse, I recognize that I want to. I even almost crave it. And I definitely don't want to try to express what I'm feeling in a more mature way. At best I'm just inhibiting the tantrum for the moment.
And I'm 40.
Sometimes we have to honor that younger part of ourselves, I think.
Take care and sorry to make this about me.
gg
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