Posted by special_k on April 2, 2006, at 7:22:57
In reply to Re: Hey there am finally up, posted by special_k on April 2, 2006, at 7:19:59
i don't know what to tell them. i don't know what to say. been getting bad memories. bad memories about being shut away and people leaving and stuff :-( about being hit and stuff :-( not so nice. and the memories / ruminations go around and around and i havne' tben working i've been lying in bed mostly ruminating and crying and stuff. and it is like i am still locked away. and then is now and now is then and here is there and stuff and i get all confused.
i don't know what to say to them tomorrow.
should i tell them about that?
about the memories?
about how it is hard to work?
about how i've been taking the valium cause of getting panicked
about how maybe i'm depressed?
about how i got dx'd with DID
about my history in the service?
i don't know what to tell them
who in their right mind wouldn't just want to get me the f*ck away from them
:-(
:-(
:-(
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