Posted by Larry Hoover on December 31, 2005, at 16:43:22
In reply to Re: I'm scared for myself (venting), posted by Deneb on December 31, 2005, at 15:25:32
> > I'm afraid I'm going to try a little more than the recommended dose tomorrow and work myself up to a more dangerous dose.
>
> I took a little more than the recommended dose today. If I take more, I'm going to get sick. I can't believe how easy it was to take more than the recommended dose. Don't worry, I only took slightly more than the recommended dose. I'm not sure why I did it. I think I did it because I said I was going to do it so now I have to do it.Don't go there. You didn't say you were going to do it. You said you were afraid you were going to do it.
Nobody is going to know you did this. It's just what I was talking about in my last post. Nobody can read your mind. Nobody knows what you did, or why you did it. If you get sick, NOBODY WILL KNOW WHY!
> Don't worry, if I take more and get really sick, my Mom is home all day and I don't die.
Right. Don't worry.
Look. You've got to stop this BS and tell somebody the truth about what's going through your mind. Do you want to get locked in a psych ward? It doesn't have to go that way. You've chosen a course of action which has no upside.
You asked for evidence that medication benefitted you, just three days ago. Do you have any doubt about that now? This is you, off meds.
Lar
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