Posted by trucker on January 1, 2005, at 18:40:18
In reply to Re: How did you choose your posting name? » trucker, posted by Angel Girl on December 31, 2004, at 21:37:51
what meds are you on?? my memory stinks too! i have this same anger too. my is at all things i think. plus the change is knocking on my door. i get angry because of the things that could of been so different if i would of had the parently guidance that i was supposed to have. and the protection. i am on a roller coaster of sorts with that. i8 am inteligent. and i could of made something special of myself had i not had to fight to surrvive and be an adult at 3 years old. i didn't get to be a child and i wasn't taught the things i needed to live.. i am self taught in all things. i was never alloud friends (because they might find out and tell the law)and now i don't know how to make and keep them. esp when they find out my history of childhood horrors. i agree with you that you should look for a T. one who cares about you... and preferably the same sex.. men seem to have a way of taking advantage of you when you are vulnerable. i been that route and he got me selling drugs and hooked on drugs and added to the trouble. he just died.
trucker
//////////////////////////////////////////////////// Anyway, yes I have a T but didn't feel this bad the last time I saw her. I see her again on Jan 7th. They are closed over the holidays. I'm not sure whether they do light therapy there or not. My moods seem to be running the gamut of late and I don't seem to be able to control it. In the last few days, I seem to get angry quite easily and let it out in full force. After 2 days of crap on the phone between myself, my pharmacist and my pdoc's office, I lashed out at my pdoc's receptionist and then hung up on her. I'm sure I'll here about it from my pdoc on Jan 6, which is my next appt. I just have a hard time dealing with stupidity from people over something that is sooooo simple. Tuesday I'm starting my search for a new pdoc. I was going to do that before all this crap happened but that just hammered the last nail in her coffin. Wish me luck!!!
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