Posted by TexasChic on August 3, 2004, at 13:04:10
In reply to Re: Work Problem, posted by TexasChic on August 3, 2004, at 8:16:38
I wrote out everything I could think of for the meeting, going over everything I thought might be brought up. I'm still really scared. I just took two .5mg of Xanax. I've never taken that much, I usually only take one. But I'm so worried about freaking out, loosing control and crying. Hopefully it won't dull my senses too much. I hate that I can't control my emotions. But I know my limits and am trying to prepare as best I can. I'm not sure I can be friends with S again. I'm so hurt, and I feel like she never really knew me at all. I also know now I will never be able to trust her. But the loss of her friendship is heartbreaking to me. I just think our personalities clash, and it may not have even come up if we didn't work together. Why is life always so freaking hard???
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