Posted by B2chica on May 15, 2004, at 17:28:51
In reply to I'm exhausted.., posted by cubic_me on May 14, 2004, at 19:40:22
Your description hit right on today. I finally got up and out of bed about an hour ago. I got up about 11:30 ate some cereal, took my pills (four hours late) then layed down and listed to radio, fell asleep sometime and woke up about 4:00. all i've wanted to do today is "curl up and fade away".
last night i had to put on the "act". since my hospitalization my family watches me so d@mn closely, if i act even a little tired they start freaking out and acting wierd around me. so i sucked it up and tried to act ~chipper~ lastnight. sometimes that's harder than the dang depression!
i think you said it best with this:
>i laugh when I'm supposed to laugh. But it's so lonely; when nobody really knows.
Very Powerful statement cubic_me.
i understand.
B2c.
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