Posted by partlycloudy on May 10, 2004, at 9:59:15
That pull me down to the depths? Putting on the social face (today they are telling me to smile), quelling the panic that rises from absolutely nowhere. And time is both dragging and speeding past me, frustrating me in both ways.
I really don't want to have to take a xanax, but I feel like poison right now. I can't tune out my racing thoughts, my hands are trembling, my heart has a huge knot of loneliness in it.
But today, I don't feel like crying. That is something, I guess.