Posted by B2chica on May 10, 2004, at 12:19:31
In reply to What is it about Mondays..., posted by partlycloudy on May 10, 2004, at 9:59:15
Man, do i know EXACTLY how you feel. I Hate mondays. not like everyone else that misses the weekend, cuz weekends are mostly very hard for me, but i think it is that social thing...smile...be friendly...be chipper or they'll cock their head and say "are you doin ok?"
-i also can't get organized or motivated at work so i always feel i'm a major failure on mondays.
-Time is mostly dragging for me.
i wish the xanax even helped me..they have me on such a low dose...it does NOTHING even with two or three.
-i don't want to be at work but i don't want to be home...i don't what to be anywhere, but i don't want to be nowhere... talk about f#*&ing with a girls head.
trembling? well since i've started these meds (that mostly work) i've gained a permanent hand tremor.
And the lonliness, it envelops you(me) like a cape of hollowness and ache.
i don't feel like crying either...infact i haven't been able to cry lately, even at things i should...i don't know if i'm cold or just numb.
PLease take care partlycloudy. it's not much but know i understand.