Posted by LynneDa on May 6, 2004, at 9:32:32
In reply to Last Night, posted by SandyWeb on May 5, 2004, at 11:22:31
Hi Sandy,
It's Thursday. How are you doing? It's going to be hot here - maybe near 90!Sandy, what kind of pills do you take? If you're okay with taking pills, have you tried some natural stuff like htp or samE? It might help.
I know you want to do this on your own and you are totally repulsed by the idea that your family knows your troubles and you don't want their help. I understand that. There are certain things in my life that I just totally abhor, as illogical as it may seem to others.
Sooooo.... where does that leave you? Did you get your paperwork filled out? Here's a tough question and you don't have to answer. What happened with nursing school? Was it your mental state that didn't allow you to finish? Do you not feel stable enough to work? Just tell me to butt out if you want. But, everybody needs help, coaching and even pushing at certain times of their lives. Maybe this is one of those times for you.
My brain doesn't always run on both rails, that's for sure, but I think we can come up with some sort of plan for you if we all put our heads together!
I know what you mean about being so down you don't feel depressed. That is called nothingness and it is almost more scary than the pain of being in the black hole. I feel for you sweetie!
Please keep putting one foot in front of another. You will get through this. You do deserve to have people help you a bit.
YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!!!!!
~ Lynne
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