Posted by socialdeviantjeff on January 5, 2004, at 18:32:43
In reply to Re: Still ranting » socialdeviantjeff, posted by Karen_kay on January 5, 2004, at 14:39:57
Sorry if I struck a bad chord. I guess you could say I harbor a jealousy of people who appear normal, whether they are or not. I see people like that as if they are trampling on me because of some sense of self superiority. It's as if we can read each others minds when I encounter such a person. Like a psychic tug-of-war. It feels very real and many times I can't rationalize that it's not actually happening. Unfotunately this type of delusion is a psychotic symptom of my depression, or so my pdoc says. I'm working hard not to do it.
I thank you for your encouragement about my posts. A lot of times it's hard to see progress until somebody else points it out. Thank you. You helped me feel better today. I really hope someday things get better for you, too.
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