Posted by femlite on November 23, 2003, at 22:43:59
In reply to You guys are right, posted by socialdeviantjeff on November 23, 2003, at 13:26:52
Trust us. good or bad you mean the world to that little girl. She will see your faults and kiss away every tear. If she knows you love her and your sorry when you dont act "right" she shower you with forgiveness.
I have two whove grown up with a BP II irratible maniac, they are my greatest defenders. I hid it (my mood didorder) you know moms having a bad day) till they were pre teen and now the tears flow down moms face too often and they know, Im "different".
TheeeeeeeY dont care. We're tight
> I've been despairing for a long time. I do find happiness with my daughter. I'm going to concentrate on that. Even that can be really really hard sometimes, but I know it's better than slowly pushing her away. Sometimes it's hard to realize what impact I would have on people if I killed myself. I sure wouldn't miss me, but after a heart to heart with my parents I have some more perspective. Most of the time they are really hard to talk to. Fortunately not this time.
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> I have very little pleasure in my life, but I can't stand the idea of putting the people around me through more grief than I already am.
Youll find it again
Each day has a beauty all its ownIts good to hear your sounding a littl better today.
Take care of yourself and your family
poster:femlite
thread:281499
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20031113/msgs/283042.html