Posted by gabbix2 on July 22, 2003, at 22:18:25
In reply to Re: sigh, posted by Dinah on July 22, 2003, at 22:06:31
. But I'm tired of feeling like crying, I'm tired of feeling anxious and agitated and groggy. I'm tired of feeling bad physically and emotionally. I'm tired of letting people down. And I'm tired of not beaming sunshine in gratitude for all I have
Thanks for summing it up, I'm too tired too.
I'm with you. I really feel like I'm supposed to be finished now. Its like trying to choke any bit of enjoyment or rythym or pattern, out of this part of my life and it ends up a mess anyway.
It makes no sense anymore the poverty would be fine, the aloneness would be fine if it was a sacrifice for something.
I don't know how to live this half. I used to know how.
I'm putting a hell of a lot of faith in school.
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