Posted by Dinah on July 22, 2003, at 22:06:31
In reply to sigh, posted by tina on July 22, 2003, at 21:00:52
Tonight, I think I'm with you. It's not that my life sucks, exactly. I have more than any one person could ever hope to have. But I'm tired of feeling like crying, I'm tired of feeling anxious and agitated and groggy. I'm tired of feeling bad physically and emotionally. I'm tired of letting people down. And I'm tired of not beaming sunshine in gratitude for all I have. Everything's great, yet everything is all wrong.
I feel so darned ungrateful, but tonight, maybe just tonight, yes, I want to move on.
Maybe once the klonopin kicks in and I no longer feel like ripping my skin off, I'll feel differently.
poster:Dinah
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