Posted by giget on July 15, 2003, at 14:56:26
In reply to Re: How do I survive? » giget, posted by yesac on July 15, 2003, at 14:35:33
The cycling sounds like me. I was originally diagonised with bi-polar 2, more downs than ups. Now they say that is not what you have. But I do have the cycling and out of control behavior and stuff.
Durning my episode, I did not want or like to do anything. People would ask me what I liked to do, and it would always be the same, nothing.. sleep... but I usta love doing... this and that... And this was always fun... but I don't feel that way anymore.
I was going to suggest nail polish or just sitting your feet in warm water then putting on some lotion. The only thing with nail polish, it takes a while to dry... lots of down time.
I am going to the library again after work, then I might wait for some dinner and get a glass of wine. I am fine with a couple of glasses but when I go out upset, I get out of control. By the way, may I ask what gender are you? I get so confused with everyone here and people do not usually introduce themselves....
Another thing is writting a letter... to anyone. To an ideal, your family, anyone... you don't have to send it, but it will keep your mind on something.
The only thing that kept me going was that I had either a doctors app, surgen app, therapist app, dentist or vet to go to everyday I was off. So I got out of the house at least once a day. It was hell... but you just push through and it made me feel better. You can always call a friend to talk...
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