Posted by kara lynne on July 6, 2003, at 0:00:27
In reply to Tabbi, it's Sadder Day, posted by kara lynne on July 5, 2003, at 22:06:59
I mean I just don't know anymore. I need a reality check. He says he "didn't mean" the words he said to me that night. He called me among other things, the most demeaning thing you can call a woman. He told me I did not deserve love and would never find it.
But the days go by, he essentially waves off his little tirade, and I think what if it was just a tirade...and I should have stayed with him and worked it out. Maybe it doesn't mean anything when someone swears at you like that. Maybe other couples do this all the time. Maybe whatever it was that made me stand up for myself will be the same thing that keeps me alone for the rest of my life.
I want to call him so badly right now it hurts.
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