Posted by cybercafe on June 24, 2003, at 23:36:09
In reply to Put your Brashness to Some use » a very little sphinx, posted by Brio D Chimp on June 24, 2003, at 21:14:45
i find forcing myself to pace back and fourth (it becomes fun after a while :) ) is a good way to skip the queue .....
> Go to an Emergency Room. Climb up on the admissions counter and scream bloody murder until someone grabs you and puts you in a little room. Then just start talking after you have their attention. It's not like you have to have an admissions interview. You won't even have to sit and wait your turn. Good luck whoever you are. Find someone who can help you in real life. E-mail your friends and ask then to intervene for you if you can't do it yourself. There's not much a bunch of strangers can do in an emergency when no one knows where you are.
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> > it's come to my attention,that my brashness does not deserve comment from some, that is okay by me... i was born into this world alone, and i will leave it alone... im writing to myself... a fever chart, that spirals downards...
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> > the belt, looped around my neck, my feet on a crate, i tested my weight against the belt and the door... it seemed to slip a bit... but i think... i could hold... i have no hope, all of it has gone... there are no more christmas, no more valentines, im am no ugly duckling, but god put her big finger on me and said, 'you too shall be psyche'...
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> > 28 more years of this... haha... i dont think i could stand another two weeks.... sobbing at work, i tried my damned to smash a bottle on my head tonight.... bottles are made of strong stuff... but i want to see blood.... pools and pools of blood....
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> > i am not like you. i don't know why i am speaking... it disipates into the dark... why is it so difficult, why can i not flip the switch OFF, forever.
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