Posted by kara lynne on March 28, 2003, at 13:51:18
In reply to How about a friend? Bozeman, posted by kara lynne on March 28, 2003, at 12:30:47
Now the boyfriend is saying that two weeks ago he was ready to give me a child, but the last bout of fighting seems to be a terminal one. I feel like the child comment is designed to make me go crazy forever; like oh, if I had just said or done the right thing my dream woud have come true. If I could have just overlooked his not coming through with anything that's important to the relationship, we'd be fine. He says our interests are just too different; I'd rather watch Friends then a Fassbender movie. Well guess what, I don't even know who Fassbender (sp?) is, except that it sounds really artistically groovy to say his name. I told him when we haven't been close (in any way) for the last six months, it's difficult for me to get excited about his work projects (which he thinks I don't appreciate enough). He has some major physical problems which affect his er, manhood that he refuses to acknowledge or do anything about. I know it's a difficult issue to confront, but I've tried to help, even when it's quite a lot for me to have to deal with (and really try not to take personally) as well.
Oh, if I had just appreciated his genius more, everything would be ok. Even when I do appreciate him he doesn't notice, because I think he is committed to me being in an adversarial role with him so he can constantly rebel. Anyway, the comment about the child has me wanting to tear things with my teeth out of frustration. It's got me hooked.
poster:kara lynne
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