Posted by Alii on February 7, 2003, at 2:01:56
In reply to heartache » Alii, posted by horridmonster on February 5, 2003, at 20:39:58
> Alii - How are you? Thinking about you and hoping you're hanging in there. Writing - whether on line or in your own private noptebook, might help...damn. Heart pain sucks. It does sound like you're doing some good very good for you things like this workshop you took. Just wanted you to know this complete stranger is thinking of you and sending healthy thoughts. -horridmonster
Thank you. Still too wildly up/down to make a coherent post. Made some crazy goals this week and will be sticking to them. I figure for now survival is key and fuck the rest. I'll get around to unraveling that mess later.
Why must sleep and food become such issues whenever stress smacks me around? Oh that's right ::hits forehead:: I've got a disease! Grrrrr.
Aside from going to the appts. I must keep every week for my well being I've set two other goals that will come to fruition in late July.
Depression can zap every ounce of self esteem or sense of belief in oneself and I despise that quality more than the sleeplessness, the eating difficulty and the anxiety component.
~Alii
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