Posted by butterfly58 on September 5, 2002, at 14:10:15
In reply to More ramblings, posted by Greg A. on August 27, 2002, at 14:09:12
May I join also. I just stumbled onto this thread. I feel so much like Greg A, I could have written the same thing except I have no family and I am female and 44. No purpose in life, no reason to live just broke up with a boyfirend for the millionth time. Feels like I will never succeed. On the outside looking in, I appear to have it made. I have everything (so it seems). I know other people would love to be me, but if they only knew. All I want to do in life is love and be loved. But that one small items seems to elude me. I feel worthless and useless. I too contemplated suicide but because of my religious beliefs I can't. If I go the suicide route, I will end up in Hell for all eternity. I guess I would rather be in pain for a finite time rather than an infinite time like eternity. Sometimes I pray that I will die. I just don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. It is getting lonely after 44 years.
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