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is my violence sane ?

Posted by omega man on June 16, 2002, at 19:31:22

I spent a great deal of my life with Schizo-affective disorder with the result that most of the friends I made had some type of similiar illness...although they did'nt seem ill to me..we were all creative people just trying to get trough it all..

Whatever it is within me..tenacity..excitibility or a family who work in Psychiatric professions..I figured a way out...(see my handle) ..now I'm able to do get back to having a life within groups of "normal" people..or should I say I came of the sick and have been getting in the stream...I don't quite know how to deal with those friends who can't quite get with this and still come round at small hours drunk..

No matter how I tried (for quite a while) I could'nt get through to em.... I have to get up..I don't have a sick ticket..and then it got to the stage where I say well youre not friends and try whatever to get rid of em..

I'm not talking groups just individuals...as most people with these problems are isolated and drink so they can get through it..

Its getting ridicolous now..and I would'nt write if I was'nt really worried..but I've been violent twice this week just to get rid of two particular people..(no connection between them)

Its just got to a stage where nothing I say works..and I attacked one of them with a hockey stick last week and recently I hit the other one real hard (something I've never done before)..and i'm not bully..these guys are way bigger than me...but when youre trapped in your home and your cage is rattled..

what else can you do.?..Phoning the police is not an option here ..

Hopefully this stage is over...but it really scares me..that I can get so crazy...do my actions seem sane ? is'nt violence like this a big red flag .? i'm not revelling in it..I make my move and wait to see if that person goes..and if they do..hey i'm happy..

would anyone (males only) have similiar experience..any less physical ..more strategic techniques for getting rid of problem callers ...

I'm not going to move house.

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