Posted by Penny on April 24, 2002, at 8:15:13
In reply to It's hard to live with the consequences., posted by DinahM on April 23, 2002, at 8:50:50
> My therapist tells me that it's not my fault, that there are things about me that makes it hard for me to relate to others and hard for others to relate to me, but that it's not my fault. He says I choose not to believe that. But I don't choose not to believe it, I just don't understand the reasoning.I do the same thing, Dinah.
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> Am i here? Do I exist? Or am I just a figment of my own imagination.And I wonder the same thing. Have thought about saying this exact thing to my pdoc, just to see how he would react. On my better days, I don't question the reality of this. But most of the time...how could this hell I call reality be real? Oh...I guess b/c it's hell.
> I have to think the answer is to dig my burrow a bit deeper and thus not be confronted with the basic badness of me-in-relation-to-others. I just seem to have trouble doing that.Please don't leave us, Dinah. I agree with what others have posted about being able to relate to you extremely well. I think the world of you. You have been so supportive to me when I've needed it most. I want to do the same for you...
Love,
Penny
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