Posted by DinahM on April 23, 2002, at 19:37:42
In reply to Re: It's hard to live with the consequences. » DinahM, posted by Krazy Kat on April 23, 2002, at 15:23:53
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> at times i feel alone. i always said i would make it through life alone so i didn't have to depend on anyone and get hurt. slowly i've learned to depend on a few people, but never to the extent that most humans interact.
>Thanks kk. That sounds so much like myself. I think that is part of my anger with myself. I've always been an "I am an island" kind of person, but I get these spells where I really want to connect. It invariably ends up with shame on my part, so fortunately it doesn't happen often. :)
I do have a great husband and son, and I should concentrate on getting my needs for interaction met by them.
Ohhh. Never mind me. :) I'm sort of in the opposite mood of where I used to be with this board. Everything used to feel so smooth. Now I second guess everything I post and get panicky about everything. Darn OCD. I know it means well, but...
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