Posted by Anna Laura on March 6, 2002, at 23:52:11
In reply to for Anna Laura, posted by IsoM on March 6, 2002, at 19:34:36
Hi folks
I just woke up (16 past 6 a.m. here oversea time) and saw your posts; don't you worry, i'm not going to leave.
I don't know if it's the effexor or what, but my emotions are not so blunted anymore. I don't know what hell it's happening with me, but i'm experiencing "exaggerated" reactions; well perhaps i know what's going on : all the bottled up emotions are coming on the surface again: i've been swallowing the pain for all the injustices and wrongs i've suffered for so long that i get somehow "vindictive" and rancorous over nothing.
Now that the negative emotions have finally appeared i'm waiting for the good ones: cigarettes, sex and so many other things still taste bitter.
I probably look childlish, but it's o.k. for me as long as i don't feel apathetic anymore; i guess it's kind of positive even if i realize it might be somehow "alarming" for some people.
Well, at least this is a tangible proof of my emotional investment in this group.
You guys are wonderful people and i'm so sorry you had to witness my insane reaction.
Thank you for accepting me as i am now.blessings and hugs
Anna Laura
Beardy, i'm not angry at you; i know you didn't mean to hurt.
poster:Anna Laura
thread:19372
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