Posted by robinibor on December 18, 2001, at 10:38:56
In reply to A BIG apology to my therapist. Krazy Kat all, posted by Dinah on December 18, 2001, at 0:12:26
> I think Krazy Kat may be right. Looking at my mood charts and thinking about some of my behaviors, I think maybe something cyclical is going on. I'll call my pdoc about a meds adjustment.
> It is never a good idea for me to say anything about anyone when I am in one of my "mood dips". I'm quite certain my thinking is distorted and my memory is selective. I have always admired my therapist for his professionalism. I'm sure that I am, of course without intending to, distorting the events of the past week to fit with my current depressed mood. I'm going to make a resolution to never post about anyone again while I'm agitated and overwrought.But, Dinah, I think it is good that you put your thoughts out instead of maybe doing more harm to yourself. This way it was clearer for you to see (and for others to be able to notice) that something wasn't working...maybe your meds, maybe that you could use a little comforting from others.
I hope you will continue to write about how you are feeling. Even when your "thinking is distorted and...memory is selective" there might be something to be learned, some truth in what you see.> No doubt he was having a bad week, but so was I. We're all entitled to a bad week now and again.
> Thanks Kat, for bringing the possibility fully into my awareness. For some reason, it is so difficult to see what is happening when it is happening.
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