Posted by sar on August 19, 2001, at 0:59:37
In reply to I want to leave..., posted by Kingfish on August 18, 2001, at 18:47:20
hey babe,
have you been to the hospital ever? when my parents called EMS on me i was taken to a really nice hospital and received lots of help (i was going to say "the help i needed" but i need too much, i'll never get that). personally i am a weirdo i like hospitals and if you feel that's where you should be...well, go.
i really like what Susan posted about taking a 5-hr walk mumbling ranting raving on country roads. do you have any sort of release? sometimes i drink vodka in the middle of the night and walk around the block, and until i wrecked my car i'd drive for hours and hours listening to music.
i'm completely biased, but i currently think that too many men are emotional retards. shred me to bits on this one, men. prove me wrong. how long have you been married? you deserve a spouse who understands. has he ever been depressed himself? are you BP I or II?
aloneness aloneness...pull a Thoureau and run off into the woods for a weekend. do you have kids? if i had kids i know they'd drive me crazy. do you have money? set yourself up at a resort or somesuch maybe...?
i hope you are feeling a bit better, kingfish.
(i like to talk about myself. shall i? the best boyfriend i ever had knew of my depression. i would ask him to roll a joint, put a certain album on the player, and not make me talk. he complied everytime.)
(love requires alot of compliance.)
love ya girl
sar
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