Posted by Kingfish on August 18, 2001, at 21:03:14
In reply to Re: I want to leave... » Kingfish, posted by akc on August 18, 2001, at 20:06:26
>AKC,
I do feel safe, thank you for your concern. We're just really not connecting right now. Thank you so much for offering to help. It really does mean a lot. This week has been odd. I feel as if no one really cares about me. We had friends up today and the whole time all I could think about was how they Really didn't care about me.
Does that make sense?
Then tonight, I got a huge guilt trip from hubby about how negative I've been "lately" but only a week ago I had been doing really well by his standards("paying a lot of attention to him").
Funny how this gets posted shortly after I post on a thread about marriage and how it's "all about communication." ;)
Hospital thing - I've just really been depressed and wondered if logically that's where I should go next...
- K.
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Kingfish,
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> Do you not feel safe? Is that why you want to go into the hospital? What's up with your husband that he is doing this to you? Has he done this in the past? Can you tell him just to shove off? I understand the feelings. I've been feeling them a lot lately myself. Is there something I could do to help?
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> akc
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> > I've always wanted to just take off when in a manic phase but right now, when in the midst of a depressive one, I want to just leave and walk and not stop until I hit Canada. The only physical problem I have is near-sightedness. I've been ready to go into the hospital this last week for the first time since I can remember. Just got a horrible guilt trip from hubby. I don't even care. I just need to be left alone for awhile so I can get myself together...
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