Posted by akc on August 18, 2001, at 21:31:56
In reply to Re: I want to leave... » akc, posted by Kingfish on August 18, 2001, at 21:03:14
> I do feel safe, thank you for your concern. We're just really not connecting right now. Thank you so much for offering to help. It really does mean a lot. This week has been odd. I feel as if no one really cares about me. We had friends up today and the whole time all I could think about was how they Really didn't care about me.
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> Does that make sense?That makes perfect sense to me.
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> Then tonight, I got a huge guilt trip from hubby about how negative I've been "lately" but only a week ago I had been doing really well by his standards("paying a lot of attention to him").
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> Funny how this gets posted shortly after I post on a thread about marriage and how it's "all about communication." ;)I'm not to good to look to for advise on the marriage/communication thing -- My inclination is to take a baseball bat to his head, but that might be one of the reasons why I have never had a relationship! :)
Of course your negative -- your depressed. Geeze!
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> Hospital thing - I've just really been depressed and wondered if logically that's where I should go next...
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>I often wonder that when I get depressed. I haven't been in for almost two years now. For me, whether I go or not is a question of safety. At least, that is what my therapist and I have agreed upon. That is why I asked if you were safe. I don't want to go in, otherwise, because my pdoc doesn't have privileges at any of the hospitals I can go to (she is out of my ppo network). So I would be treated by another doctor -- who would want to mess with my meds. And I don't want that. So you might want to think about what would happen if you go -- what implications there would be.
Is it just a matter of getting a time-out? Is there any way you can communicate this to your family? Get one without going into the hospital? Go stay with a friend or relative who lives alone? Just an idea.
akc
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