Posted by Rach on February 18, 2001, at 10:20:35
In reply to warning - trigger material contained within, posted by Rach on February 18, 2001, at 2:35:28
Yep, gotten over that now. Feeling really messed up inside, lots of things going on, but okay and safe. I am too strong to attempt something horrible. I don't want to. I never wanted to - it was just a way for me to get sympathy and to be released from my obligations. If I had have attempted anything I would have set myself up to fail because there is too much fun and good waiting for me - I don't want to die now.