Posted by Ant-Rock on January 26, 2001, at 8:27:42
In reply to Ant-Rock, posted by gwen on January 26, 2001, at 6:46:05
> How are you?
Thank you for asking Gwen.
Experiencing so many different emotions, still pretty messed up. I wake up very early in the a.m. everyday with thoughts racing through my mind, trying to make sense of it all. Definitely drained. Exercising every day helps somewhat.
Every single person that knew us, when I tell them what happened, they are in total shock. They all say the same thing, we seemed closer than their own marriage. Like I said, we were best friends.
I've been through some serious life changing events for someone my age, but this is by far the worst. I know it will get better eventually, but for now , what can I say. Still in a daze.
She used to ask me if I would stay by her side if she ever got a serious illness. Of course I assured her I would, and I meant it. Things like this really mess with ones mind.
I hope you are well, Gwen. Thank you for all the advice and support. Everybody here has given me such great support, and I am truly greatful.Sincerely,
Anthony
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