Posted by deerock on September 19, 2009, at 22:02:22
hi there everyone,
i randomly decided to search for my therapist on facebook. she always makes it a strict point not to answer any personal questions. i know nothing about her. i think all i know for sure is that she has a psyd and is trained in analysis and i know her name. lol. oh and her car.
anyways, her facebook profile is not set to private. and she has 200 photos. there are photos of her at some concert. she has 2 drinks in her hands, one in each. she is wearing tie dyed shirts, her boyfriend or husband is playing guitar. her daughter, i believe, is one of her friends. her alma mater is listed in her info page.
none of this info really matters. its like who cares if she drinks or goes to concerts or wears clothing that hippies wear. but somehow, it does change things. she seems happy in the photos. that kind of made me jealous. i want to be happy too. i think i am some of the time these days.
ill be sure to tell her all of this. it is just really weird. i feel like something changed. she isnt my therapist anymore. she's someone just like me, fumbling their way through life. yet her seeming happy in the photos and surrounded by friends makes me feel like she has something i dont. but that isnt true either.
thanks for listening.
poster:deerock
thread:917740
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