Posted by sassyfrancesca on February 23, 2009, at 10:05:53
I don't post too much about what is going on between my t and I, because I haven't seen (lately) anyone talking about being in love with their t's (5 years ago a woman named Jadah was here, and had an affair with her t....she went thru some excruciating things, and also had cancer). I wonder what happened to her.
He said: "I trust you with my life."
He knows he has been unprofessional, in other words.
Just a few of the 100's of things he has said: "You are in my heart and in my head." I am torn, confused, scared and conflicted. If I weren't married, I would probably go for it.'
He's led me on a merry chase for 4 years, and i know it isn't good for me.
I went to him for an issue ([probably unlike anyone else's), in that my church was putting me thru a nightmare, and my t is also a pastor/expert in spiritual abuse.
I would have been attracted to him if I had met him anywhere else; we are alike in over 30 different ways.
A part of me is so angry at how he has led me on. I know that some day I eventually will get the courage to tell him that. For now, he is all I have (male-wise), LOL.......
Whenever he says anything that upsets me, i usually tell him point-blank......I said one night: Hey, let's play "insensitive therapist"---LOL, LOL
P.S. If anyone is interested I will do a thread on what he has said and done to me.
Love to all, Sassy