Posted by B2chica on December 19, 2008, at 9:20:01
In reply to Re: SO much to talk about, not enough... » B2chica, posted by Wittgensteinz on December 19, 2008, at 9:05:01
its not me. i in no way want to injure myself (for once).
its this 'paranoid' feeling i get. i've had it pretty much as long as i can remember. it comes and goes. it can leave for as long as about 9-10months, then bam, there it is again.
i even remember being a young girl 10 or so and have feelings like this.
it just seems to be a little worse these last few years because it kicks up anxiety.BELIVE me i wanted to tell my T, but session took another direction.
there were several more issues i felt pressing but just couldn't fit them all in. other parts kinda kicked in and i lost the rest of the session and didn't cover 'my issues', but hers.but dont worry, i'm a little better from those impending doom feelings today. the feelings, when they come, are just very frightening and can be overwhelming.
now i think i'm just so drained from yesterday that i cant feel much of anything.However, you may be right. it could have to do with our break. and also i wont have daily internet access like i do at work. since i'll be away for the next two weeks.so i feel away from babble too.
Thank you witty.
i'm not sure how my thoughts are coming out, sorry if muttled. i'm still feeling a little 'out of sorts' since yesterday.
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