Posted by B2chica on December 19, 2008, at 11:20:17
In reply to Re: i got slapped...**Trigger**B2C, posted by rskontos on December 19, 2008, at 9:43:29
sorry you werent feeling good last night. hpe things are better now.
and i think littleone has been wanting to come out and talk for the last couple weeks and i just had other things so she hasn't. i think part of her got mad. because she felt ignored.
but also uncomfortable about all i was going to talk about.im glad you dont have to be around your father rsk. and luckily i do have buffers now when i see my brother, 1)usually those get-togethers never last long a few hours maybe. 2)his wife and kid are there and i can focus on them 3)my IRL littleone is there and i can just focus on her.
ya, i think kids get it. i was just so surprised at her actions. i mean she really looked at me and acted out to me like she didn't know me. or she was angry.
part of it was hard too because some of the topic in session was not letting DH know about my CSA. he knows about my assaults in HS but nothing about when i was a kid. and he sees my 'parts' but doesn't know anything other than i'm being moody. (ha)
and wow, i'd be taken so off guard if my kid asked me about DID. does he KNOW?
and your comment about the diarrhea make me laugh. but it is a good one!
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i love the ponies idea but i can never seem to remember when i need it.
ill try.
thank you so much.
poster:B2chica
thread:869435
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